I have been so lost in my ways, lost in the ways that my soul has disappeared from itself. My soul has gone and I need a new one. I have tried and tried to make peace with family but they do not understand. They think there doing right by me by telling me what todo and what carer path to choose but they do not see. All my life I’ve been the good one, the wise one, the better one. My family are cheats and liars but they do not see. They do not see what goes on in my head believe me. I have so many secretes of them oh I could let them be free. My soul is found when I’m with my lady but she still doesn’t see when my dad calls me. He calls me saying that everyone’s controlling me…